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Some inspiring words to help get you through. :)

1.Always love the person that you are, when you do it makes it easier for someone else to love you....

2.Never allow someones words to break you,

3. Love and appreciate the positive people in your life.

4. Be the best at what you are today.

5. Strive to get where you want to be tomorrow.

Everyone in life has a purpose. Its up to you to find out what it is.

Forever and ever Life is now or Never

I find myself asking for a chance. To do it all again. The way we said goodbye.. I thought I would break down and cry. The way I felt inside I would never ever hide. I am who I am, and I will always hold on to my pride. As you walk away.. something is telling me to beg you to stay but then I realize I am better off without you anyway.....



A note to the old me. The day I got the strength to make the hardest decision in my life was the day I said Goodbye to the woman I was. The woman who was searching for answers from a journey of pain. I would never allow myself to go through that again. I stand tall now.. No longer a wife and mom of 2 who put others happiness in front of my own.. Instead a Strong woman who is a single mother of my two favorite people in the world. And I am happy with the choices I made.





Forever and ever life is now or never

Lost for words

This morning I woke up on time and somehow still left out later then usual. My kids were exhausted and all three of us couldn't even pull together at first to get ready. I didn't feel tired but I couldn't move faster then I was already moving. So then my daughter let out the loudest cry imaginable. I thought something happened to her so I ran into the bathroom and she was historical. Screaming and tears was everywhere. Her nose was running all down her face and she could barely speak. I did what I mothers first instinct is to do, which is grab her in my arms and yell are you ok. Talk to me are you ok..



She looked at me and pointed towards her chin.. Omg maybe she hit her mouth and her tooth fell out.. Oh lord what if she is bleeding. Even though there was no signs of blood. I looked and looked and nothing then I screamed tell me whats wrong please whats wrong what happened. She pointed toward her chin again and said with the tears falling down.. I have toothpaste on my chin. I was at lost for words.

GOING PINK

I AM GOING PINK NOT ONLY FOR THE MONTH OF OCTOBER BUT ALSO THE OTHER 11 MONTHS. HELP SUPPRORT THE FIGHT AGAINST BREAST CANCER.

I Close With a Hug

So today my daughter and I picked my son up from school, a woman was standing on the front steps of school and she asked me “ I don’t know how in the world you are able to stay so put together with 2 kids. What’s your secret?” I laughed

Being a mother is the hardest job on the face of the planet. And when you have to play both roles (mother and father) it’s even harder. There are times when I want to scream from the top of my lungs and crawl in a corner and just lay there for hours, but I just snap out of it and realize that my children are a blessing. Every day I tell my daughter that she is beautiful inside and out; and that her smile is brighter then the sun. I am so happy to have her in my life. And my son, the little man of my life, I look at him, straight in the eyes, hold his hands and I tell him, from the bottom of my heart.. “Mommy loves you so much. And one day you are going to make some young lady so happy.” And I close it with a hug.

So to that woman that asked me that question today…. My kids is my motivation to keep striving everyday :)

Hot Tea and Honey

Finally I can sit down and relax. Have some grown up me time and enjoy the silence. What a long day and my feet are killing me. But hey what can I do. So today I decieded to make a 2 year plan for myself.. (when I do it I will let you know). Ive been thinking there is so much I want to do with mylife. So many places I want to travel to and business ideas I have gumbling around in my head. Hey who knows maybe I can even finish up on that book I started. But in the end I can just deal with the present, the fact that it is cold outside, nearly 53degress. boy oh boy do I need to go and get me some new boots to wear with my leather coat.. My daughter said to me today "Mommy, we need some cold boots" lol but I unwinded after a long day with my children dancing to Michael Jackson, (old time favorite) and sitting around on the couch relaxing. As I take a sip of my tea and exhale I realized I have never bene happier with my life :)

Movie Night

So I decideded to make this weekend a movie night with my kids. Who are 4 and 5 years old. The highlight of it all was THE TOOTHFAIRY. (see my review page about the movie)

We are having a great time. Popcorn, snacks, and juice. Who can ask for more. Since we all are under the weather, it was a great idea to stay in and relax for a change. So I went to my local redbox after I reserved the movies online and picked them up and its only $1 a night. How cool is that... :)